The stars lean down to kiss you, I lie awake to miss you. ♥
Violet Eyes Turns Brighter
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Well, want to know me better through blog? I guess not in this way. This is just a place for me to vent out my troubles etc. Keep your comments to yourself yeah. Navigations are above. Violet, Eyes, Turn, Brighter.

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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 23:33

Working at the bakery shop is awesome but tiring much. Try standing for six hours everyday and you'd know how tiring it is. :)

Oh! I suddenly rmb-ed about this conversation i had with atiqah while waiting for bus just now.
Me : Won't it be awesome if we had a cute & hot guy as our boyf?
A : i alr have one.
And i became speechless. -.-
Haha, what a sweet and cute girl she is. ;)

Monday, November 29, 2010 09:28

Dear anonymous,
sorry for accusing you. i didn't know it wasn't you that said such things about me til .. told me. well, so yeah, sorry eh.
p.s/ i know you can't see it but typing it out somehow makes me feel better.
Love, nicole.

Friday, November 26, 2010 13:10

umm,
i realised that i did that out of pity, not love. But ite, i did slowly fall for you didn't i? But then, by that time, we're like sorta drifting alr huh? I dont blame anyone luh, not you either. Now that i've gotten over you, then i know what'd happened exactly. Thinking back, i realised i've been a silly girl. Still not matured yet. I thought i've matured after the previous relationship, but i guess not. I still got a long way to go in life, experiencing more things as i grow older, and be more mature, in terms of actions and thinking.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010 15:50

Dedication letter for SF
Dear SFs,

Thanks loads. Thanks for being there for me when i needed it. Thanks for caring for me. Thanks for cheering me up whenever im down. Thanks for enduring my randomness. Thanks for those listening ears. And many more.
Thanks'ya for everything. W/o y'all, i dk how long am i gonna be enclosed in a world of misery. Thanks to y'all, i've finally walked out of it. Thanks SF! :'D

Lots of love,
Nicole. :))

15:34

Hypocrites
Gosh, what's wrong with those people? i seriously can't stand those hypocrites. childish much. we're alr fifteen, grow up ppl. -.-

Alright people, i think i've become much more childish than before. But well, i like it. With the SFs, i won't mind being childish. Childish actions is not equal to childish mindset. :)

Oh, lemme dedicate a post for the SFs. :))

Saturday, November 20, 2010 21:25

AtiqahPutra's bside me now~ LOL.
I was darned pissed off ytd. I think i just keep losing my way.And, my phone failed me, totally out of batt. Plus, i didn't ate for 6 whole hours!! :@ Ite, i end up at far east plaza, eating alone. Sighsigh, sad life. :/
I've decided to work at the bakery shop. :) It seriously more worth it. $5/h, from afternoon til night. I won't be so tired too..

I miss SF~ (although i saw some of them today)
I miss class chalet~
I miss our times tgt, suddenly. (as in friendship)
hmmmm, well, i think im missing a lot of things. but, i just can't seem to put them in words. just let it flow in my mind~ ;)

Thursday, November 18, 2010 21:10

First day of work = tired. And its not due to working too hard but having to wake up early. Whoa, and if i continue this work, i guess i'll be dead beat for not having enough sleep. Well, im still deciding whether to continue this job!
Current job

  • have to wake up at 640, work starts at 830. -.-
  • bused to amk alone.
  • no friends to communicate with, so lonely = bored. lol
  • work is not very challenging = not fun.
  • pay, 27/day
Bakery shop job

  • near to grandparents' house, don't needa wake up so early.
  • more freedom at grandparents' house. no nagging.
  • have friends, not lonely. lol
  • challenging = more fun
  • pay, 4/h.
hmmmm, seems like the bakery job shop is more interesting huh? how? but its confirm more tiring. but more pay. if i work for one month, i can get $1440. tempting much! but im still not aware if there's any vacancy. :/
GR, i know you'd read. hahaha. suggest one lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! 

16:48

Seeing those loving couples, makes me wanna fall back into love again. But im afraid of the outsomes/hurts, at the end of the relationship. All i want in a relationship is just to last long. Isit so difficult? And when will this ever come true?

Monday, November 15, 2010 22:43

Maybe everything in this world is fated. knowing who your true friends are, falling in love with someone etc, etc.
i miss those days. Those days whr we were so close to each other. We'd text each other everyday, talk otp almost every night, lunch tgt, slack tgt and go out tgt. Its amazing to have a friend like you. In fact, you're just like a close bro of mine. Unfortunately,  a guy and girl can never be close friends forever. One would certainly fall for the other. And, i did fall for you.
I remembered how we first met and gradually came to know more about each other.
I developed puppy feelings for you when i was sec one b'cos of rumors. I know the difference between love and like. Then, i only have puppy feelings for you.
We drifted away when i was sec two, and you, sec three. Through the year, my puppy feelings for you has alr faded away. It was til the end of the year then you started to text me again. Slowly, we became closer.You treated me so well. Those sweet talks, were quite irresistible. It was the first time in my life a guy treats me so well, i swear. I love your cute smile, attractive eyes and generosity, You must have spent quite a sum of money on me. Treating me every time we go and eat tgt.
When you're sad, you'd share your troubles with me. But you don't really say it, and i have to guess them myself.

Sunday, November 14, 2010 23:05

Maybe what you did was right. We shouldn't contact each other alr. This point of time is the best to let me forget about our past. 8 months. Its enough. I don't wanna allow it to spoil my mood anymore. Ytd was the last time. Friends are enough to make my life happy and interesting. They're part of my everyday's life. The past, doesn't matter anymore. The present and the future, is what i should appreciate. Please don't let history repeat itself again. Im glad with the kind of life im having now. Maybe its better off w/o you in my life. Maybe all these are just fated. I know we can change our own fate. But sometimes, we must really admit to fate.

Monday, November 8, 2010 22:41

what's wrong with me!? :/

Monday, November 1, 2010 18:50

SF
We used to be tgt everyday. Now? There's not even a day where everyone is present. I seriously hate freinds drifting from each others over time. Why can't eveyone make an effort to stay tgt?
I ain't blaming anyone for these. Im just venting it here. That's all.